Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Lelaki Ini - DaOne - ada persamaan??

- For you information, actually i seldom listen to malay song, but this singer ermm...i really like the way he sing and all his song really nice and touching woo....so this lyric very nice and when i listen to this song, waaa....make me cry woo....wakakakka.....suddeny this..but for ure i like this lyric..because got alot of meaning that you all cant understang if u all not in mood and feel it..so...u try la...-----


Kasih, kenanganku
Ingatkah saat saat dulu
Kasih, apakah dirimu
Merasakan semua itu

Ke mana pun langkahku pergi
Ku masih melihat bayanganmu cintaku
Dan kemana pun arah anginku berlari
Hati ini masih kau miliki

Lelaki ini yang selalu mencintamu
Selalu, tanpa ragu
Lelaki ini yang selalu memuja
Hanya dirimu
Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku
Sanubari ku
Aku yang mencintakan mu
Hanya dirimu…

Karena cintaku, tak berbatas waktu
Karena cintaku, tak mengenal jenuh hatimu
Hatimu

LOVe-wat do you THINK??


what do you think bout love?? ermm...anybody?? i feel like i want to wrote down this...i dont know why i suddenly and i dont know whether i really fall in love or not,or the person that i love,care are really fall in love to me or not. in this days, i fell like i really in bad condition + fall in love again with someone that i really love in past.Then last week we meet again and make our decisions that we will be together again and will spend our time together.ermm...that is our promise la..but, i really worry now is about my future,i really scared that later da one that i care,love will leave me 1 more time,then i really dont know wat will happend to me again.i really CARE,LOVE you. And i hope you ill understand my feeling and will do the same things. But, i know i'm not perfect for you. But, i try my best to do wat ever i could make u happy and feel comfortable with me. i really hope that you will love,care to the person that u love. i know in you heart, u got other person that u wish to be,but unfortunately the person that you love, not reply you love. so here, i hope that you give me changes to make u happy onces again.........I REALLY HOPE....you know how my love to you my dear.....

7dAYs in KK

Today is the 7th day i'm in kk since 200808...i gosh....i really unhappy now..i really dont know wat i want to do wif my life now..it's like no guideline already..i really2 blur,stress and dont know wat to do this..this time i really need someone to accompany me and make me happy..i really down..i think no body know wat kind of feeling do i have now,only GOD yang know wat i feel now.and i really hate with my previous action..i really make stupid step this..i really no idea wat will happend to me this...but for sure...at least i will try my best to find my new way and my new profession...i hope with this new environment la this...and i hope u all will help me form the beginning la kan.....and i hope this thing's kan..will make me more matured and make me stronger in the future to continue what is the purpose that i live in this wonderful world....anyway i hope that you all will make me strong and support me ya...moral support la ba....

Thursday, August 21, 2008

nIghtmaRE of my LIFE

Hai and good day/night to all blogger's...i hope this time you all ok la kan......ermm..now i feel like want to wrote down in this blog,i want to share to u all about my nightmare of my life....... i really in bad condition now..because i really regret in my life for what i do...u know what....i really do mistake in my life, that i choose the wrong step to upgrade in my life....before this kan,i really happy work with the student's,pupil's and in da school environment...then suddenly kan my mind tetiba jadi STUPID to choose to work with other department and not in my originally post.... i choose to take the post as financial officer at 1 of da department in kuching..... i not really discuss with my family,siblings and others......i just take it and rushing to go there....that time i hope that this new work will make my life become good and......better la apa lagi kan....u know ka why i dont tell and discuss wif my family's???because i receive the offer letter ba....then the offer letter kan memang betul..but the 1st time i realize that this letter kan mcm ada something wrong with this letter...but my mind pandai pujuk and bercakap "jangan risau ini keja memang ada and jangan fikir yang bukan-bukan pete" that is the word yang my inter pete cakap saya saya..then i just follow what my other peter(inter) say about this...and i rushing to take this offer and i RESIGN in my beloved school,kids,friends because of this offer letter la...then time tuu saya RESIGN pun kan tidak cukup bulan, sampai my admin manager cakap with me yang saya kena bayar RM1220 untuk pampasan sebab saya resign tak cukup bulan...but time tuu saya bayar saja...dengan bermodalkan duit simpanan saya lagi tuu....korang pun tau kan,kalau kita simpan duit punyala susa...but kalau guna duit...sekejap ja kan...ba...lepas tuu...saya pegi la sarawak.......lepas tuu...sampai sana u know what happened to me??? ya memang saya keja di sana...tapi tidak lama....only just 2 weeks ja...lepas tuu kan the YB yang offer me this post kan...dia kena gugur dari kabinet at sarawak this....then u know apa lagi, semua yang di recommend keja tuu kan semua jatuh..maksudnya tiada keja la....then...sia try la cari keja di swak...tapi tiada juga...memang susa nak cari keja kat sarawak...maksud saya kan,tempat orang..memang susah...dorang akan tanya kenapa saya di sarawak..kenapa tak cari keja kat kk je...then lepas tuu kan saya fade-up then, saya balik ke kk la...sampai la sekrang niee.....saya sekarang niee kan kalau korang nak tahu saya tak de kerja.....and satu lagi...Now i want to take revenge to the people that do this to me...i will make complaint to the HIGH COURT..saya mo minta pampasan...sebab saya tak de kerja sekarang....saya akan buat aduan terbuka di news paper...then lepas tuu saya mo buat saman sama orang tersebut...kerana menipu hingga membawa kemusnahan kerjaya saya sebelum ini......u all see la i will do this......saya mo saman malu...............