nIghtmaRE of my LIFE

Hai and good day/night to all blogger's...i hope this time you all ok la kan......ermm..now i feel like want to wrote down in this blog,i want to share to u all about my nightmare of my life....... i really in bad condition now..because i really regret in my life for what i do...u know what....i really do mistake in my life, that i choose the wrong step to upgrade in my life....before this kan,i really happy work with the student's,pupil's and in da school environment...then suddenly kan my mind tetiba jadi STUPID to choose to work with other department and not in my originally post.... i choose to take the post as financial officer at 1 of da department in kuching..... i not really discuss with my family,siblings and others......i just take it and rushing to go there....that time i hope that this new work will make my life become good and......better la apa lagi kan....u know ka why i dont tell and discuss wif my family's???because i receive the offer letter ba....then the offer letter kan memang betul..but the 1st time i realize that this letter kan mcm ada something wrong with this letter...but my mind pandai pujuk and bercakap "jangan risau ini keja memang ada and jangan fikir yang bukan-bukan pete" that is the word yang my inter pete cakap saya saya..then i just follow what my other peter(inter) say about this...and i rushing to take this offer and i RESIGN in my beloved school,kids,friends because of this offer letter la...then time tuu saya RESIGN pun kan tidak cukup bulan, sampai my admin manager cakap with me yang saya kena bayar RM1220 untuk pampasan sebab saya resign tak cukup bulan...but time tuu saya bayar saja...dengan bermodalkan duit simpanan saya lagi tuu....korang pun tau kan,kalau kita simpan duit punyala susa...but kalau guna duit...sekejap ja kan...ba...lepas tuu...saya pegi la sarawak.......lepas tuu...sampai sana u know what happened to me??? ya memang saya keja di sana...tapi tidak lama....only just 2 weeks ja...lepas tuu kan the YB yang offer me this post kan...dia kena gugur dari kabinet at sarawak this....then u know apa lagi, semua yang di recommend keja tuu kan semua jatuh..maksudnya tiada keja la....then...sia try la cari keja di swak...tapi tiada juga...memang susa nak cari keja kat sarawak...maksud saya kan,tempat orang..memang susah...dorang akan tanya kenapa saya di sarawak..kenapa tak cari keja kat kk je...then lepas tuu kan saya fade-up then, saya balik ke kk la...sampai la sekrang niee.....saya sekarang niee kan kalau korang nak tahu saya tak de kerja.....and satu lagi...Now i want to take revenge to the people that do this to me...i will make complaint to the HIGH COURT..saya mo minta pampasan...sebab saya tak de kerja sekarang....saya akan buat aduan terbuka di news paper...then lepas tuu saya mo buat saman sama orang tersebut...kerana menipu hingga membawa kemusnahan kerjaya saya sebelum ini......u all see la i will do this......saya mo saman malu...............